it's like fishing for a bunny rabbit in a fox hole, you're not likely to find one, and if you do it's been slaughtered and eaten. this is what waiting for someone's call is like.

i really don't mind loose plans. really. it's just the repetition of being let down and disappointed that really hammers the point home that you are replacable and less important than something. what that something is, i couldn't tell you, but it's okay.

if you want to hang out, call. if you don't, do me a favor and just call me to say hey, i'm tired. it's just a common courtesy, but it speaks volumes. that's all. i am not mad. just tired too of waiting for that non-existant call.

this is all.