- tonight is the first major screening of my first real film. how do i feel? hmmm, excited, nervous, bewildered. perhaps none of those, and all of those. maybe my only expectation should be that people even show up.

you put all of this heart and time and funds into a project, and you are left asking your self was it worth it. in this case...yes. yes yes and even more yes.

how do you even evaluate your own work? it has become something so totally different, and yet still retains so much of that initial idea. this is strange.

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