it's really not worth it to beat myself up is it?

no, not at all

i had a long conversation with micatron last night.
it was very .....normal and deconstructive of a lot of things:
relationships, problems, social isms, and what-not.

sometimes i tend to lean strategically
what i'm actually leaning on or towards to accomplish what, i have no clue

thus begins another deconstruction of the Self

my Self

mine

all me

me


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