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and all at once you find yourself wholey optimisitic. as if a bright and encompassingly overwhelming rush of gleaming light surrounds your body and exhumes all fear and frustration. it's a soul cleansing flip-of-the-switch that illuminates.

for some reason i have as of the past couple years, plagued with bouts of inner-termoil and outward false happiness. today i actually feel the same on the inside as i present on the outside. it's no change to everyone else, but the inexplicable differences are euphoric and intense.

what the hell is going on? is this what other people are feeling all the time? it's time to look ahead and do it...

bay

ps-to all the couples who make out in airport telephone stalls, get a god damn room for real!

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