Tuesday, March 01, 2005

" cause leaving is the hardest part "

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weederman23 (21:00:05): so i just got the whole asian guilt thing
weederman23 (21:00:25): where now, i am so depended upon as a part of this office, and i just laid it all out in front of my boss that i am leaving
weederman23 (21:00:47): and she almost made me feel like a five year-old that got caught stealing ribbon candy in a nickel and dime
weederman23 (21:01:27): she is all like if i stay here, i would get all these opportunities and help her to build a corporation and i'm the only one that can speak english and help these employees reach some of their potential and ahhhh
weederman23 (21:01:30): i feel like crying
weederman23 (21:01:35): i think i am going to go cry
weederman23 (21:01:38): i have to go
weederman23 (21:01:44): but i'll be back
xo emi ox (21:02:03): damn bay
weederman23 (21:02:14): i will come back okay?
weederman23 (21:02:21): i just feel like i let her down
xo emi ox (21:02:22): yea. but i might have to sleep
weederman23 (21:02:25): even though i neeeed to leave
xo emi ox (21:02:25): i feel you
weederman23 (21:02:27): okay
xo emi ox (21:02:35): dude thats some hard shit
xo emi ox (21:02:39): nono, go talk to her
weederman23 (21:02:43): well then i'll get you the information by tomorrow i think and then we'll see what's what
xo emi ox (21:02:51): okay....
weederman23 (21:02:52): i didn't think it'd be this emotional
weederman23 (21:02:54): hahah
xo emi ox (21:02:55): dont' stress about this okay
xo emi ox (21:03:00): YOUR LIFE!!!
weederman23 (21:03:12): i feel like a failure somehow; thank you asian guilt! and face!weederman23 (21:03:15): i know
weederman23 (21:03:16): i know
weederman23 (21:03:32): it's just hard to stand your ground when you understand your shitty job's boss so much
weederman23 (21:03:49): 'to a T' as they say
xo emi ox (21:03:53): aww
xo emi ox (21:04:09): do your thang. we'll talk about it passive aggressive asian style when you get back (or tomorrow)
weederman23 (21:04:15): okay
weederman23 (21:04:16): peas
xo emi ox signed off at 21:26:00.

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