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okay is a state of being says:
so i told my boss i'm leaving and she made me feel horrible

okay is a state of being says:
indirectly, but passive aggressive

okay is a state of being says:
i had to leave the floor and cried upstairs i felt so guilty and selfish

Kasia says:
wow

Kasia says:
that sucks.

okay is a state of being says:
yeah

Kasia says:
what did she say?

okay is a state of being says:
she was just like:

okay is a state of being says:
you're doing so much good for the office, why would you want to abandon them at such a good foundation point

okay is a state of being says:
we're going to have to cancel the dual-language contract if you leave

okay is a state of being says:
you should rethink staying, because these people need you here

okay is a state of being says:
but not mean, she was more like pleading with her eyes

okay is a state of being says:
i could see all of her weaknesses

Kasia says:
well she shouldnt have developed all this stuff based on you being there, not just your position you know?

Kasia says:
its not your job to run her company

Kasia says:
or be as committed to it as she is.

okay is a state of being says:
i know

okay is a state of being says:
i felty awful before

okay is a state of being says:
like every day since last month i think about my co-workers and how much harder it'll be for them/on them when i leave

okay is a state of being says:
but that they'll understand. although i can't help but feel awful

okay is a state of being says:
it's not my fault the work is like this. and for a moment, i had doubt

Kasia says:
of course

Kasia says:
its hard, i totally know

Kasia says:
but ultimately, we always have to take care of ourselves first, even if its really hard. the best you can do is leave gracefully

okay is a state of being says:
yes

Kasia says:
im proud of you

okay is a state of being says:
really?

okay is a state of being says:
i feel like i've wasted so much time here

Kasia says:
totally

okay is a state of being says:
i mean social benefits aside, i still feel so far from my 'beginning'

okay is a state of being says:
clouded with frustration every day i thin kabout what i am doing, and what i want to do, then what i am not doing

okay is a state of being says:
there's a fucking cinematic revolution happening right now here! and here i am not participating

Kasia says:
well you are taking the steps to change that

Kasia says:
and begin participating

okay is a state of being says:
this is the problem with having a heart that works

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