Monday, April 04, 2005

" thought soup "

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- suddenly realizing you are surrounded by strangers with the most beautiful faces. falling in love with everyone at once, then remembering that emi said to not exotify her, however playfully. now i worry about that, in between those moments when i feel i have discovered a new and rare beauty.

- tiny fingers are so interesting. babies even more so. softest skin, eyes darting in animalistic reactions. it's just too amazing.

- thundercrack sha-crack rainstorms falling on your head. enjoying it to every degree until you realize that it was most likely induced by the collection of toxins in the sky above. then your skin starts to itch, maybe.

- meandering through JJ and finding that one stall of super dvdvds with british chloe on her birthday. at different moments, her mom called, and we ate like small royalty.

- everything coming together and falling apart at the same time; the complete sense of calm coupled with the immediacy of worry.

- being international may make the world smaller, but it makes getting a plate of good midnight blueberry pancakes that much more difficult.

- i need new pants.

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