Thursday, July 15, 2004

" to the north i go, where i'll be nobody knows...i mean someone knows...but, well, nevermind "

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heading up to the northern part of thailand with my fellow cohorts. the production team is primed and we're ready to be gone for 2 weeks in the cooler part of the country. the north enjoys a break in the heat of thailand, due to it's greater number of vegetation and natural resources.

even though this job is allowing me to see the country in a way that i have never seen it before, and that's cool, all i am thinking about is how i am going to miss out on seeing the loverly miss apple for those two weeks.

why is this so hard. can't i just please get out of this twilight zone for like a month or so? is this too much to ask? i've already gone through this hello-i'm-in-high-school-can-i-please-be-sequestered-to-my-room-so-i-don't-ever-meet-any-girls-cause-i-might-make-a-baby phase? all i want to do is learn about her more, hang out, get something to eat. and all of the normal things people do when they're diggin each other. sigh*

i talked to her last night about the importance of trust and patience. it's really really really frustrating when you feel that someone is fighting to be with you, and you are helpless to the whims of work-world reality.

so now i'm in a fight with father time; that wooley old man with cane-staff and lamp. you know what i'm going to do the next time i see that skeletal apparition?
stick my leg out to trip up father time and his scheming ways...that timey handling old man with his time beard and wonder staff

(insert shaking fist in the air, in a comical manner, here)

so tonight call up someone you love, and tell them you're coming over to share the next two hours with them, talking about the things that they want to talk about.

see you all in two weeks time.

"ooooooooh child things are going to get easier, ooooooh child things'll get brighter."

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