Sunday, July 04, 2004

" traveling with no maps at all "

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there are a total of 76 provinces in thailand. i intend to see everyone of them. this year i am going to be working with this contest (via the show i wotrk with), and it's their intention to travel to each of the provinces in all of the country.

that's sort of rad.

now instead of going crazy in the office every day, i'll be outside, in the world, interacting with literally every sort of people in thailand. what a crazy opportunity.

life is now about these changes and shifts, and how one can learn to predict these minor sways, and ride them through. it's about the transfer of responsibility, the need to be silent at times, and the need to communicate ideologies to others.

last night i sat out on my balcony for a long time overlooking the local bankokian skyline; the nights' black-blue musty humidity was light up fantastically by the illuminating shards of lightning which crackled in an elegant naturalistic craculature. it was a moving experience i a very real way.

how long am i really going to be here for? what about apple? what'll happen when i want to leave this job? where will i go?

and even though these questions hold water, nevertheless i try not to live for the future; i need to live for the moment, or else there will be no future for me here.

you're looking down the path, and you can see if filled with obstacles (sound familiar?). you see these things on the path which will test the strength of your character, and the quality of your being. you are walking down this path which never ends, and you are ready to encounter anything that comes your way. and even though your eyes might be unsure at times, your heart is attentive and open.

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