" i punch you in my mind "

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go unforgivably lacking young new englander americans in thailand!

hey, you fleeting sense of decency. i've just known about your existence not 10 minutes, and already i'm ready to lacerate your throat open and tear your innards out through your exposed windpipe.

shut up, just shut the fuck up. don't you realize all of the things that are coming out of you sounds like audio garbage? your brain patterns are just a flat line.

the scrabble pieces are spilling out of your open mouth, and form nothing but a pile of wooden blocks; senseless and meaningless.

maybe it's in the fact that you have no clue what an ass you are. maybe it's the fact that you bring that american sensibility with you wherever you go; devoid of calm, devoid of quiet and respect.

you lack all that is necessary to actually let your Self go and actually begin to learn, absorb, understand, and communicate with the wide world surrounding your tiny bubble of a reality.

i should pity you, but the fact that with each growing second you commit your own character assassination does the universe justice, and there is balance if not only until you utter your next attempted sentence.

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