Sunday, August 22, 2004

" i really want to be "

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some days i just sit and dream away the hours, thinking of what i'd like to do with my life. how many minutes have i spent doing absolutely nothing at all? there are too many of these wasted periods of time, where everything is thought out to the slightest detail, but nothing is done.

so.

i've begun a plan. one that is designed upon all of the other plans that i've incepted, whereby i will become sucessful in everything i attempt, no matter how long it takes, and quite possibly no matter the financial risk.

life is more than play and work and walking around observing. it's the subtle balance bewteen all these activities; the exploitation of inborn talents and networking the shit out of the contacts you already have.

i want to be a filmmaker, so why not be one? i want to be a photographer, and i think i am one everyday...what's the difference in actually doing it? not that much.

i want to write and create and draw and design and play and so everything in my power to manifest these dreams into a tangible reality. this is the plan, and for the first time, it's clear that it is attainable.

(ps-anyone have $3,500 US that they can scrounge up for me? hahah ahaha hah ahah ahahahah ...no really.)

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