Monday, August 16, 2004

" okay, okay okay, okay, i love beccagregyeaming, or the secret password is 'palm tree' "

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this post is going to be really confusing, if you are not becca, yea-ming, or super-greg:

how many times do your friends get together, write and sing you a song, then record their rambly banter for you then burn it onto three cd's with photos i might add, then mail it all to you priority mail? well, once i guess, but once is enough in this case. so knowing that no one but these three will understand my digi-response (that is if they read my blog ever...) here it goes.

running response for CD 1:

crying while song is playing...the happy missing kind, not the sad kind...okay a little sad, but good sad.

i love that song, especially the yea-ming-like popness tinged will a little somber lovingness, much like a good rum.

you are not an alcoholic greg!

becca is a nerd for the thumb twitch thing

greg's right, it'll go away after a while (you should see his wierd pinkee)

i will give you massages always and ever

i miss becca too, so much. i didn't go anywhere southernly yet,...i am single again.

i like kisses, and now that i'm single again i could go for whatever...you guys are so drunk or giddy. i like it. when i'm away you can pretend all of us are all in a four way relationship
except me and greg don't kiss.

i'm not in the jungle
i am not with apple anymore, but she would've been a red delicious.

not not crunchy, a little juicy, but it wasn't sweet after the fact.

like the snake in the garden, maybe.

my mom is my mom...so she still is my mom.

dude, yea-ming, my mom is not a christian
she likes the environment and the music.

i agree with greg on the whole thinking of thai-girlfriend thing. you talk to my mom.

i am in BKK. and i'm not wearing a wife beater, no. but i am wearing a blue shirt with bunnies on it! is that cool? huh? guys?

i am wearing sandals yes. you are correct greg, on the computer at work

no hat yea-ming sorry. people wear too many hats in america.

i love natalie portman!! it's true.

i opened the cd of media stuff, and for some reason the only one i looked at was the natalie portman pic, then the rest. lol.

becca's dad said to me in their kitchen in albany, that natalie portman was a delight to work with. and then i fainted. lol.

yay becca for your obsessional internship. yay workaholism; i love that you are jobby jobbing it. even no money is worth the experience still. good for you. slot machines are sorta coolio. at least if you got the money. i am not suprised about the stressness.

20 years-old? online comics are booty, but i trust your judgement sorta
an RPG artist? you are so a nerd. i like it though. now we can talk nerd together.

damn you all for drinking w/out me.

i so want see garden state...like soooooo bad. hire me too greg!!!

yeah, tell me about the nude topless thing. i want to see that cut scene. but i do respect personal choices in filmicnessness.

i am thinking damn sorta. no need for that exploitation though.

i love my song yea-ming
it sounds perfect, just perfect. when you put music and greg and yeaming together, it gets ugly
i think becca is more like "ah whatever."

i want to play scrabble online! i miss board games like long-johns in winter.

i am seeing only hollywood boonanny. so that's half-okay.

greg is a technical-maniac about all of his cables and buttons. let him be, and it'll be okay.

i want to see greg sing GNR. that would be funny.

i would listen to anything that you all sing for me. somehow karaoke sounds the best when its sung by your drunken friends who miss you.

yay oakland shirt on becca. dude! we could so make tee-shirts!!!

becca takes so long in the bathroom!!!! so long. it's true. go go go, i can't hear her in the WC though. that's cool though, i trust you.

no more britney please.

DON'T MOVE TO LA!!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!! but i understand. you're going to hate it at first, then love it, and that's going to be sad.

i also have no clue when i'm getting back. i hate LA though.

sorry about hawaiian getaway. you quit your job? you are so crazy yea-ming. you should visit me in thailand right? then you can hang out with me and then visit your dad. bands are temporary, travel is forever.

yay for yea-ming's mom!!! i like that you're in NY kickin it, but i wish i were there.

i want to cut your bangs becca.

greg has no hair, but that's cool. it's oddly sophisticated. how can you "grow it out?" wierdo.

i love your love bond for me. but aren't you happy that i'm in thailand? i miss you guys so much. it's exactly what i needed. like spot-on exactly.

the sound of music part is nice, but scary. ghood attempt though. i can hear greg drumming in the background. way to crap it up greg!

i love everything about this. boring is so the opposite of what this is. i gave you the address!!!!! send me stuffesess yo!

the AIDS convention was the bomb! if i even had the opportunity to get some, i would use condomness. so don't worry.
yay awareness!

i already am absentee voting yo.

i cannot tell you when i am coming back, but i do promise you guys emails. this blog post is the frickin' bone maaaaan. well the first gristle at least.

yea-ming is a lush. which is cute when she's singing. go wine!

i am not the guy from swingers, i mean until the end of the movie of couse. i love that flick!

lookit lookit. yea-ming breaking hearts all over the place-likes! eeeew 50 year-olds looking for yea-ming. (again sorry for your breakup with older guy, that sucks) tip: nice doesn't always equal good for you.

mmmhmmmm that's right. you guys are so drunk....ahhh then britney karaoke again?

i like it when becca sings. first takes that go the best are the greatest. becca could very well be the greatest whistler ever.

text-to-speech? ibm?? sitting for hours on end??? greg is a nerd. for reez

women cannot whistle? becca was taught to whistle by men. i agree with becca's idea of an all-girls whistling class with an extra day for comic-bookery. i'll be a drop-in tutor/instructor.

you guys are such nerds fro breaking down the nature of whistling. my ears are breaking though.

i have been having a lot of trouble sleeping, and i do snore so much. brent visited? he is so crazy that boy. slovakian prostitute??becca dear, that was not a character, it's real.

greg and brent's secret is that they love eachother. there, i said it.

what's the secret!!!???? he is a spy? a spy for who??

the story of becca's life is not yet shared with me? i want the acid virginity story. i'll tell you the stry of my not-taking acid self and my virginity story. it's not very impressive.

greg's excuses for streets with numbers sucks! i agree with the girls greg. not embarassing at all. greg is soooooo always needing to be perfect, but that's okay. i do understand you man, i do.

when yea-ming sings, it opens up the clear-blue in my soul. never not sing to me, for i would surely dissapear and vanish. your singing keeps me visable.

you so don't know the lyrics, but thas cool. boo phone ringing. hello? you so missed it. i'll call you. accidental hooker date man? what? huh? don't mess with nice guys. i understand that sort of non-attractedness guy. you should call me.

they don't have avacados here, and i really want some gwakamole too. it is always 12 hours ahead here in thailand. yea-ming is so yea-mingy over the phone. for whatever that means. i think greg and becca understand what i mean. it's sooo yea-mingy.

you so cannot go out on a date with him dude. you should stay single and play music for me. i'll hire you for 20 bucks an hour. whaddaya think?

greg is an ass#*## for the avacado eating and not sharing thing.

becca is so crazy. in a cool way, not a scary way

of course i want to listen to you guys. anything is better than nothing!!!

make it interesting, yay!

the new roots album sucks?? dude, send me a copy so i can tell. gray haired beasties are cool still, right? i think so. dude, send me music!!!!

i miss the bay too. oooooooh camping? i miss camping!

aaahhhvacado...hah ahah greg sucks. no one says pie-jamus!

i agree with becca, says me greg! pi-jaymus

allmond. i don't wear pi-jamus

i don't say toematoes. that's not me!!

greg has no clue what i sound like!

yea-ming: read my testamonial on your friendster, when you think of my being like that again...

um, i miss crosswords!!! dudem you guys should fill em out until you can't, then send em to me.

six-letter word for nuts? i have no clue.

becca is a force to be recognized with. no revenge on my though you leo.

yeah do mine! greg is drunk and cannot read straight. you should rock the paycheck boat greg. face reality!

libra : go cosmic 30th-the 2nd. watch out and take defensive measures. you agreeingness.

i so had a dramatic i waited 48 hourse before acting. my anus is not my money manager! i am trying to apply the test of time, but i don't know where to apply to.

i am so not bored.

don't call it a night! you so don't have ten minutes! only 2...i love the sunshine song!

i love it when becca sings, because becca never sings to me. it's like a piece of light within beaming throughout.

damn you greg! i want bryers. lactaid!!!! you two girls suck! always carry your lactaid with you.

no one is your pimp daddy. greg sucks. all of you need less alcohol. a lot less alcohol.


running response for CD 2:

when greg says where's my ice-cream..it sounds wierd. i like the fact that yea-ming started to be insulted. lol. all of you are so funny
no more games.

greg used the word facetious. he is a dork for that one. wait, is that how to say it? stop saying bitch greg. spread the love, not the harshness.

if you ask for ice-cream, don't question the amount given, especially when your friend gets it for you.

no bryers ice cream here...butt munch!

i do have a cell phone
you can call me.

i'll give you the number later.

big is not doing anything at all. lol. he is at home prolly playing online games.

i love the melody too, yay janky recording piano !

thanks for recording you eating the last of the ice cream out your bowl for me, greg!! now i have to walk my ass to the store and buy some. jeez, i'm getting fat over here al because of you.

greg is not going to rock anything. you have anger issues. lol. i like NY. we can switch. i wish i had a wormhole that went to CA.

yay earning money for greg!!

girls, we were never "intimate." hah ahah aha hah, no really.

yeah yea-ming visiting. yay free days with becca. boo paper for becca.

i don't either, meaning think less of you. it was the same when i visited. remember that? i am so happy that you are together, and friends, and all safe, and drunk, and that you got together and recorded me a gem of a few discs for me to hear while far far far far away from you all. you really really don't know how much a gift like this means. it's like a validation of your true connection with people.

yeaming, don't be scared that you're single. we still love you. being single is no big thingie.

greg is not an ass, and not knowing what you're doing is all a part of life. if you focus too much on the destination, you'll never see the good things along the path. don't rush it. there's a long way to go yet. i agree, the best way to do it all, is just to do it.

who said real life was going to be any better? make is all what you want to make of it. that's what i'm trying to do.

y'all think i'm not scared out here by myself, surrounded by good people, but very very alone? i'm scared every day, but you find a way to adapt and push on through and deal. and all of you are in a country where you speak the language too. hah. i onle have maybe a 70% grasp of it, so yeah.

we are creative professionals, it's all about how you percieve your successes yea. i think all four of us are really headed for a good place. we are going to make it, you just have to set realistic localized goals for yourself, then the goods will gravitate towards you. yea-ming is not a whore for wanting to be a great singer. lol

life is wierd.

this cd has turned into a three-way therapy session.

it's true, not a lot of people have the opportunity to realize their dreams. go go go! it's all about sacrifices and the balance within those decisions.

asian moms are harsh sometimes yea-ming. you should just trust that you are doing what you love to do. moms are moms.

greg, some parents are really like that though. it's a black and white world in some people.

you are absolutely amazing yea-ming. i understand your thing with your mom. there's something about the way mom's give you that look(or not) and give you that "ai-yah" that can just take all of your power away, but keep on trucking. you'll get it.

forced piano lessons are heavy, but greg is good at he marimbas thingie. yeah for flipping out your parents. make art, not chemicals.

it's always the role of the parents to question the paths of the children, but it's up to us, now as the children that have come up in the world, to just know that to own yourself is okay. being who you are, and what you want to be and do, is okay. it's up to you, not to your parents. it's not a disrespectful thing, to live how you want to live. it's about free will, and love. no need to be ashamed. ...it's true, you are so sensitive. that's what makes your songs good.


parents are human too.


i am still here.

she likes becca cause becca is a girl.
i remember eating lunch at your house. it was good.

it's true!! my mom loves becca.

you two were horrible roomies, but you are great friends now.

true test of womanyness? i love that becca said that with a straight face.

i'm a good roomie. consider it!

greg is a nerd for having to think about his apartment in terms of "equipment."

bay area is third in the nation in terms of living cost.

i have something personal to say. lol.

say something becca! i know what you mean about being an okay starving artist.

it's nice to not have a big drama to deal with; like real drama. (becca is not real good when put on the spot like this greg) lol.

listen to the end of the first disc greg, hah ahah ah . then regret...but don't sweat it.

yea-ming: you are not dumb!!!!!!!

dude, i agree: greg is over critical; he gets it from his parents. he is a by-product of his rearing.

becca is not crazy. she is just passionate is all, and sometimes all of that energy collects into one moment and flourishes in a single instance. but that's okay. i like her face.

i miss becca's voice.

i am so not confused by becca's self-explanation of herself. it's quite crystal.

it's true, becca's face cannot hide anything. it''ll be right there. she has great apple-cheeks. and beautiful eyes too.

greg is super-serious when he has to be, but he just doesn't let loose, unless he is in his calm, element. it's true. yay karaoke greg! show it more greg. less tension.

this is turning out to be some sort of dr. phil session. it so interesting in a bay area, albany, sort of us kind of way. i like it. hah ahah aha hahh a. and now i miss you guys even more.

becca is very intense at times, but i'm used to it.

yea-ming is not fake: she is the real deal. you don't have to please everyone.

screw pleasing all these other people: please yourself! at least that's what i try to do .....25% of the time. lol, it's a tough gig yo.

i think we should all get together and hang out when i get back, lol

new york makes you self-consious, but i loved every second of it. you don't need to be a model becca. berkeley is the hot spot. i love that you don't care as much. i know you!

yea-ming looks good. i agree.

greg is cool. don't worry about it everyone. be who you are!

(this is starting to turn into a self-help thing)

yea-ming akes guys gain weight! i'll go out with you. i love to eat too.

yeah, can we actually listen to the song??! jeez, i'm still here too!

i will know it!

greg just said titoo. what's that?

yea-ming has a head pounding, drink some water hun.

i thinkhta becca was

i am not a koala! okay maybe a koala with those thick glasses.

i want a snuggle. i am so noctuminal.

i always thought i was a monkey. hmmm.

becca's in the bathroom again?

beccas not norman rockwell. or normal at all. she is a unique fiersty thing.

i miss all of you more, and love all of you too.

i don't have a pie-hole greg. lol. i know where that's from. everyone's seen that movie. (office space "watch your cornhole, man")

i'm a cool inernational nerd.

dude, all of you should totally come to thailand!

you better read my blog, because i am alive. you all are so wierd. i tell you to read my blog every day, and do you? no! now, you have to, hah aha hah .


108 minutes of pure international love.

thank you guys!

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