" it's hard to finally find something to hold onto here, and then all of a sudden feel it slipping through your fingers "

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i had such a bad day today.

after fighting to hold the office together, to help bridge the words and expectations of the boss and the wills of the employees together, and to help organize and stream-line the tasks of the office, it seems that one person is not as strong after all.

it looks like everyone is leaving.

slowly and surely, this tiny microcausm is breaking down,

and i am still here.


what do you do when feel yourself fading away into the background, and you have nothing to clutch onto?

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