" this place just gets interestinger and interestinger "

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her name is apple. couldn't you just crumble into a small pile?

so i think i can safely say that i am now happy.

it's funny, you almost think nothing of it, but planes are very important these days. without these massive tubes with gadgets and wings, i might not've found apple.

you start to think about the concept of timing and patience, matters of good luck versus proactive action, and you end up just going with the flow, because it's there, and that's what happened.

kudos to bay and his ability to overcome the language barrier and find roots in matters of the heart, right? "and isn't it about time?," others will ask.

feels weird to say it too.

"i have a girlfriend."

like, do you just state it? and how do you tell people without having it seem like a badge or a beacon of light eminating from your glistening contentment?

now, what am i going to tell my parents?

thai culture is so fun when you know the boundries and the history of social interaction, the westernization factor, and the need for the younger generation to seek out something furfilling and their own.

it's just fun is all.

please do not mention this to anyone, because i trust that you'll keep my secret.

and in doing so, i charge myself with breaking the very task's rule that i ask of.

also, english is hard. everyone has to understand that. jsut because someone doesn't understand you doesn't mean that you have to yell the same thing louder.

calm, collected, easy-going. these are the concepts of understanding and communication.

now if i can juuuust get my work permit...i think my life her can take a jimungous turn for the better.

nothing can break me now.


goodnight.

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